Baby’s First Doll
Sunday, October 18th, 2009
As most psychics will tell you about themselves, though I see things clearly for another, where my own life is concerned, I get bits and pieces of the puzzle through dreams, and signs. Although I live by my intuition, and help from the other side, sometimes they have to send me something real before I acknowlege and pay attention where my own life is concerned!
At the time, although I often dreamed about a sweet little strawberry blonde haired girl around the age of two, I had only my two boys, and had been told I could not have more children. My boys were a great blessing to me, and I felt satisfied with my little family.
I was divorced and engaged to a man, who had no children, though he loved my boys very much, and had been told he could not have children.
When we met, I saw the same sweet little strawberry blonde haired 2 year old dancing around his legs and giggling. It distracted me so much, it was hard to pay attention to what he was saying to me! I knew our paths were definitely going to mingle from the first moment, although after finding out he couldn't have children, I wondered how this little girl was coming to us, and what it all meant.
My oldest son had begun asking me when he was going to have a baby sister almost on a daily basis after a while, and I kept telling him having a baby sister wasn't possible according to the doctors! He just kept saying, "But you are. I just know."
Then, out of the blue, for three mornings in a row, I woke very early and starving! I woke all three times from a dream (or a visit) I was having about a dear friend who had passed a few years before. I found it a little odd, and on that third morning, I thought to myself, "Sheeez, I almost feel pregnant!". Knowing that wasn't possible, I pushed the thought aside, and went about my day.
Later that morning, I had to run in a local store to do some quick shopping before time to pick my boys up. I hurriedly pulled in the parking lot focused on getting in and getting out quick. It had been raining all morning, and although clear for the moment, I parked right in front of the store, just in case it poured down again before I got back out!
I put the car in park, grabbed the keys and pushed the door open. Just as I started to set down my first foot out of the car door, I noticed a cloth doll, obviously for a baby, I was about to step on! I knelt down and picked it up, thinking how odd it was that it was so dry and clean, when everything was wet from the rain. I looked around, and not seeing a little girl anywhere, dropped it in the passenger's seat and got out.
As I turned around and looked ahead to walk in the store, my little strawberry blonde was dancing around the columns and giggling!
I forgot about most everything I went in to get, and walked straight to the at home pregnancy test section, thinking I would show myself I wasn't pregnant!
I laid my bag next to the doll as I got back in, then went home and put it in the bathroom cabinet, not giving it another thought for the rest of the day and evening, as in my mind, I still thought it wasn't possible.
The next morning, I awoke again, very early and starving to death. I went in the bathroom, and took the test. It took no more than 3 seconds to show me the sign for yes!
The sweet little strawberry blonde girl is here with me now. She is 3 years old, and the doll that she sent to herself that day has been her favorite since she was a baby!
